Thursday, December 20, 2012
By Ellen Livia - 9:38 PM
Today, The Freshman celebrated aMomma's Day !
My Counsellor had told us about this day and ask us to prepare what would we give to our Momma. I remembered about the Middle raport thingy. Every students made their special letter for their parent. With some doodles, picture, and sweet words. Guess what! My Mom didn't get mine. I dunno that my special letter was lost. Kinda sad, i could saw how my mom was dissapointed knowing that the other Mommas were reading their special letter.
That's a stupid momment when u had to write a love letter for ur senior -.-
K, God saved me ! at least, He didn't embarasse me ;)
It started when we (the juniors) should write a love letter and hate letter to a seniors I wrote the love and hate letter to the same person. I don't even love or hate them!
Ok, i know it's not a normal idea
I'm a just a normal teenager with some crazy ideas on my mind
I dunno, what it will be
But everyone needs to grow up
Me,my sister, my friend and the others
They need to grow up too
Not grow up physically, but try to be mature enough
I think that Loveis never exist for a normal couple..
I call it love when u wanna do everything for the one u love, if u must die for her/him, then why not
I often hear 'Hey, you r everything to me' or 'i will do everything u want'
K, itu aneh ketika tau bahwa "orang pinter bisa ngelakuin segala hal".
Totally wrong, clever dalam arti ini cuma pinter ngebaca rekam bentar di otak then selesai, aight?
Hari ini Bukan hari baik, jujur Gw masih kepikiran sama Jake. Kasian mamanya , nge galau melulu. Untung banyak yg support dia, udah gitu temennya Jake pada support mamanya di timelan fb jake ataupun timeline mamanya, They r great family :)
Hari ini gw ga berhasil nepatin janji gue, susah buat ga nangis
Walaupun tau temen meninggal itu udah ga biasa buat gue, tetep aja, haruskah gue bilang heyy gue banggaa gue hepii, it's not ME!!
Actually kasian mama, gue bukan nangis seharian gara2 dia, I love u mom :*
OK , gue sempet nangis karna ga bisa jadi the best with her Nem 36,15 itu masih jauh dari harapan gue, gue bukan mau nilai tinggi karena harapan org, bukan karena tekanan dari parents jugga, tapi karena GUE MAU !
Hari ini different banget, Beda sama kemarin.
Entah gara2 kemarin malem rekonsiliasi(ok gw baru tau ada kata ini di bahasa o.O)
Nyampe pulang ini masih ada yg nyesek , ga mau pindah :/
Gue masih punya kesalahan yg belom di maafin.
Entah takut untuk bilang atau apa..
Satu hal yg gw nyesel di rekonsiliasi umum n pribadi di kamar Angel, n di kamar gw pribadi. Mereka cuma dikit kritik gue, padahal gue maunya banyak, biar gua bisa berubah..
Hari ini bikin mistake lagi-.-
Oh Tuhan, maafin gue yang j adi tukang boong mulu
yang penting gue ga jahat <3 hoho
Kasian lama2 gw sama dia --a
hari ini gue bohong lagi di akun palsu gw --
Ya mau gimana lagi,emang ini gue huh
There’s one thing that i always dream of ..
that makes my heart fly to the blue sky..
Until i can’t breath cause my heart beats too fast,
And it’s called “love”
"Taken"
CFAm
Now that you can't have me
GCFAm
You suddenly want me
GCFAm
Now that I'm with somebody else
GCF
You tell me you love me Bm
GCFAm
I slept on your doorstep
GCFAm
Begging for one chance
GCFAm
Now that I finally moved on
GCFAm
You say that you missed me all along
GCFAm
Who do you think you are?
GCFAm
Who do you think I am?
GCFAm
You only love to see me breaking
GCFAm
You only want me cause I'm taken
GCFAm
You don't really want my heart
GCFAm
No, you just like to know you can
GCFAm
Still be the one who gets it breaking
GCFAm
You only want me when I'm taken
same chords
You're messing with my head
Girl that's what you do best
Saying there's nothing you won't do
To get me to say yes
You're impossible to resist
But I wouldn't bet your heart on it
It's like I'm finally awake
And you're just a beautiful mistake
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think I am?
You only love to see me breaking
You only want me cause I'm taken
You don't really want my heart
No, you just like to know you can
Still be the one who gets it breaking
You only want me when I'm taken
AmF
Thank you for showing me
CG
Who you are underneath
AmF
No, thank you, I don't need
CG
Another heartless misery
AmF
You think I'm doing this to make you jealous
CG
And I know that you hate to hear this
FCG
But this is not about you anymore
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think I am?
You only love to see me breaking
You only want me cause I'm taken
You don't really want my heart
No, you just like to know you can
Still be the one who gets it breaking
You only want me when I'm taken
GCFAm
Now that you can't have me
GC
You suddenly want me
Source: ultimate guitar
Yey , akhinya gubug + mangkok gue berhasil gue daratkan di ruang guru. Setelah berbulan-bulan terombang-ambing dalam ketidakpastian tugas tanpa nilai (?). Haha.. apa kali gue..
ok, hari ini gue menghabiskan waku gue sama lil bro gw, Evan. hoho.. ngarep kali ye..
Tumben hari ini dia ada di rumah, biasanya sih di menceng , tapi berhubung kakanya mau ujian , dia libur, enak deh gw maen. Padahal awalnya dateng karena mau beli kembang tahu deket rumah dia, dehh.. jadi main . Wkk
Okay it's my first time i write blog with my name. I have some blog but I mean, I never write blog and putting my name at there as writer. I don't know i just didnt want.. It's like i told my secret ,lol
