Nothing is the same.
But I'm glad that i'm here. I finally publish a blog post since I arrived here. I always write a journal though. So that I could read it someday.
USA is wonderful. I met a lot of wonderful people that has beautiful personalities. I am doing okay here. Thou' this past month have been the hardest moment of my exchange year here. Nothing is wrong, I am okay because I have nice friends and a lovely second family that cheered me up. So, Don't you worry about me.
To be honest, I am afraid of losing you, I am afraid of losing my self. I am afraid if i will not be who i am today, tomorrow , 2 days from now, next month, the next 2 months, and the day when I am coming back.
I am afraid of losing people, here. I built my life there for 16 years and leave it for a year. I'm gonna get it back soon.
But, i'm building my life here for a year and i'm gonna leave it forever.
Which one do you think is harder?
I don't want to go back right now. But I want to see you soon.
Don't you worry...
We still see the same sky anyway...
I am doing okay.
-Liv
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